1.26.2010

divorced

my definition of forever changed when you said goodbye. we all did, really.
to normalcy. to comfort. to old expectations.
we all did.

I didn't think we'd be here forever, not really. But part of me wanted to.
stay embedded warm comforts of home. soak in the laughter of elation-- if only for a little while longer.

time is such a bitch, we've always said that. thrust upon us without warning, and "here, you deal."

I guess we will, somehow. In our own, separate ways.

and though I was prepared for forever, time seems slower now that you're gone. Now that we all are.