what was I here for
what was all the beer for
and why did you say you loved me
before you slammed the car
door?
what was all we had
before?
the shit
we shot
for hours
in shoddy bars.
the sweaty
sex
in Decembered
cars.
the late restaurant
nights
alone
the stupid
jokes.
Sharks.
And America.
I wish
I could take back
the
chocolate.
And
you'd
forget
what life tastes like
without me.
